Sometimes I think perhaps it's not so bad being a hermit. Away from all human beings. Everything's too complex. No one speaks the truth. No one cares for the truth. Coat everything with nice lies and people will love you for it. We judge before understanding and that is perhaps, something I am sometimes guilty of doing too. How do we differentiate between good and evil, hypocrisy and authenticity? This is a year when so many relationships are put to the test...how many of us will come out unscathed and perhaps, gain more clarity about people's hearts? 

This recent BS brought a little bit of comfort:

God will give us peace where we are most vulnerable. Our situations may not change but we will have the peace to get through them. God gives us the finest wheat; we will be satisfied no matter the situation. 

Some situations are beyond our control and I can understand how frustrating it is when we can do nothing about them...and that is when we need that peace from God...to know that we will get through the darkness and be okay. There is no need to keep trying to change things/ alter our paths with brute force. 

This is something i really want to believe in. That everything will be okay some day. For now, i think the only thing I can do is to seek peace and wisdom.