I wished you

And I've lost hope
In you
Fallen into despair
Desperately wishing
That you could be here,
For just a moment
But that one second
Is something
You can never give
That little piece of heaven
Is something
That will never belong to me
I wished you
A merry Christmas
I wished you a happy life
I wished you more joy than you can
Ever contain
I wish you nothing but the best
Coz I believe you deserve the best
And that best is not me
That best
Is the one
That you keep on searching for
And those eyes of yours
Will never lay on me.

Superhero you

The superhero you

Going round the world

Saving every dame

Saving every man

But me

The superman you

Who cannot fly

And who cannot

Save me

From going out of my mind

You hide,

Beneath that dark cape,

 Driving round the city

But who,

Never comes around to me.

Have you forgotten?

Have you forgotten to love?

Have you fallen,

For that glory,

That superheroes bask in,

And forgotten,

That I am still here,

Waiting.

Waiting for you to remove your mask,

Waiting for you to remove your cape,

Waiting for you to remember,

That it is me,

Who loves you as you are,

An ordinary man. 

The Stars have the Answer

I stare at the stars...
and wonder...
if I am real...
What am I made of?
Of stardust,
from eons ago.
Is there more to Life,
As I know it?
Or am I just remnants,
from Yesterday?
Nothing more.
From dust to dust.
I return,
to that faithful day,
when everything began.

Scott Fitzgerald- Tender is the Night

This is a book that was probably very close to Fitzgerald's heart. This was his final novel and was written during the time his wife, Zelda was diagnosed with schizophrenia. The character of Dick Diver and Nicole could have been a reflection of him and his wife. Like Zelda, Nicole was diagnosed with schizophrenia and was a patient of a psychiatrist, Dick. They later fell in love and led a life of flamboyance- giving lavish parties and were a very popular couple (the Fitzgeralds were also famous for their partying lifestyles). Nicole was seemingly on her way to recovery and they led a happy life with their children. Then the couple met Rosemary, a budding actress, and Dick and Rosemary fell in love. Nicole's mental health deteriorated and this frustrated Dick, as he was the seemingly caregiver of Nicole. However, things took a change when Nicole fell in love with their mutual friend, Tommy, and proceeded to divorce Dick and marry Tommy. Everything went downhill for Dick as he became an alcoholic and was removed from the successful clinic he owned with a partner (with Nicole's money).


I am neutral with this book, not really loving it nor hating it. But the characters in the story were real and complex and its well-worth the read, as I think Fitzgerald has quite a way with weaving his characters.

Kathryn Stockett-The Help

There was quite a lot of hype around the movie version of the book. Didnt get to watch the movie though. The story was set in the 60s, in the south of America, when helpers were still a common sight and were assumed by Blacks. The main theme of the book was that of racism, whereby the Whites look upon their help as lesser beings. Hilly and Skeeter were the main shows in the book. Hilly, an outspoken and proudly racist woman, wanted all households to implement a separate bathroom for their helps, this spurred Skeeter to want to give the helps a voice. She began recruiting various helps to share their perceptions and the stories of their lives in Whites household.

Skeeter herself had a Black nanny when she was young but who disappeared all of  sudden, one fine day. She eventually found out that it was her mom who had sent her away as she had gotten pregnant with a White child.

Although the book was a bestseller, I didnt quite find it believable. I felt that the characters, especially the helps, were too contrite and too cliched. It feels a bit too....textbook-like, with no originality.

Geling Yan- Flowers of War

I knew about this book after watching its movie trailer. The trailer was filmed really beautifully by Zhang Yimou and I had wanted to watch it but somehow did not get a chance to. The story was set in 1937 Nanking during the Japanese invasion of China. A group of choir girls was hiding in a cathedral under the care of a priest, Father Engelmann. There wasnt really too much going on in the book. It talked about the petty quarrels of the girls, the arrival of wounded soldiers, and a group of flamboyant of courtesans. Four different groups of people of different backgrounds, trying to survive the cold winter and the war, it should have made an interesting story. I think there wasnt meant to be any intricate plot. It was just a simple, beautiful story of colorful characters that drew you into that tragic time and era. Quite a nice piece of literature to read.

Anthony Horowitz- House of Silk: A Sherlock Holmes Story

The writing style of the book is very similar to Arthur Conan Doyle, and that is rather commendable for a modern day writer to mimic one from the 1800s. This is what is called a pastiche- a borrowing of styles/ themes from other sources. The story as always was written through the eye of Dr Watson, Holmes' sidekick (every hero needs one, don't they?), after the death of Holmes and when it was safe, to reveal the case. The House of Silk case involved important public figures as well as a royal family, and hence was never written or reported until many years later.

Holmes was approached by an art dealer, Edmund Carstairs, whose paintings were believed to have been stolen by a group of thugs. Holmes then hired a group of wayward youth to follow a suspect. One of the boys, Ross, subsequently was murdered. Then began a whirlwind chase, with Holmes ending up in prison for framed murder. Of course his wits and mostly luck, I must add, got him out of prison and thus, saving his life. The prison break was rather unbelievable, as I do not really think that anyone could be so lucky! However, apart from that, the story was quite well-written.

The House of Silk though was a rather strange concept... whether it could have existed in the 1800s, is quite questionable. But who knows, right?

Read this book if you are a Sherlock Holmes fan, or a crime fiction one.