I wished you

And I've lost hope
In you
Fallen into despair
Desperately wishing
That you could be here,
For just a moment
But that one second
Is something
You can never give
That little piece of heaven
Is something
That will never belong to me
I wished you
A merry Christmas
I wished you a happy life
I wished you more joy than you can
Ever contain
I wish you nothing but the best
Coz I believe you deserve the best
And that best is not me
That best
Is the one
That you keep on searching for
And those eyes of yours
Will never lay on me.