Saw a huge cockroach in the kitchen. Almost felt like it was because cookie is gone that the cockroaches went on a rampage.
Feeling better today than yesterday. Much less crying.
I had dreaded going out coz I wasn’t sure if I would be a total spoilsport.
Didn’t feel like talking and socialising
But I was more communicative than expected. I could talk about cookie without crying.
But back at home it was almost like someone flipped a switch. Teared a bit that cookie is no longer here to take care of pests. That there is no longer anyone there sitting by the door waiting for our return
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