Just wanna bundle up and read books.....

I've gone back to writing in an actual journal albeit a little inconsistently. I realized my handwriting has changed over the years although I can't really say if it's for the better or for worse. Anyways the horrible illegible writing comes back to haunt me at tests/exams. I've no idea how to control my hand under pressure.
Been whining too much over the lack of time. I need to get over it seriously and stop getting distracted by a million and one things.
Been thinking about food a lil too much when I'm studying. I don't know why. Studying makes one hungry ☹️

lyrics- sunsetz

Sun sets, I want to hear your voice
A love that nobody could destroy
Took photographs like Brautigan's
Book covers that we both adored

And when you go away, I still see you
The sunlight on your face in my rearview
This always happens to me this way
Recurring visions of such sweet days

And when you go away, I still see you
The sunlight on your face in my rearview
When you go away, I still see you
The sunlight on your face in my rearview


I really like the chorus.. when you go away i still see u.. the sunlight on your face in my rear view...

Schedule's been insane. Thought I would have time to pursue hobbies during the day before school but it has just been assignment after assignment, reading after reading. Barely have time to do anything else.
I wish to paint more, write more, and read more, perhaps will have to wait till December when school's out for a while.
Wonder when I can go traveling again. December would be a nice time to visit Europe again with its' Christmas markets. Nothing beats a cup of vin chaud in winter.

Let us disappear for a while
Into the twilight
The bewitching hour of the in-betweens,
Where we wait for the gentle moonlight.
Sorrows will be forgotten
Laughters begotten
Just you and I,
The in-betweens.

you sat there counting stars,
And I wonder who was on your mind.
You sat there with the wind in your hair,
And I wonder whose face you caressed.
You sat there humming an old song,
And I wonder whose lips you kissed.

Was I ever in your heart?
Where did I ever reside?
Do you think of me,
Only when your nights are bare?

Like a ghost, you are always there but never really there.